Courageous Confidence in Uncertainty

No.

I don't know.

I'm not sure.

What will happen

who will be

when

why

how

no.

I don't know.

I'm not sure.

What lurks in the darkness

what voice cries at night.

Beyond my eyes

I question what I see

nervously

Assuredly

Courageously

the thoughts of what if

pervading me.

Decisively

its either fight or

usually flight fo me

escaping reality

Because, no

I don't know.

I'm not sure.

Bent until I was sure I'd snap

my confidence cries in challenge

the battle of two strengths has begun

courageously

confidence invades in me

radiating.

I accept or I reject or I neglect.

The effect will change

how ever I rearrange my fears

my tears.

I'm aware of my power to discern

to learn

the risk of entering again

that space of

I don't know.

I'm not sure.

Route 1: Reject

Fly

high with a flight like a kite

so far

lowering the bar

of my own inner power

I say to myself

I cannot stay, I must go.

I ask myself

am I afraid?

Or is wisdom guiding my way?

Am I threatened?

Can I beckon

my sources

my real friends

my inner resources

are they carrying torches

or simply riding galloping horses

explorers...

Are they?

Actions.

What will I take?

Confidence.

Will I make a mistake?

Courage.

I go forward anyways.

Route 2: Accept

Reflect

Project

conjure my energies

counter my enemies

they are nothing to me.

I fight for my freedom

All bright with self-allegiance

Courageous charisma

a diplomat rising

not a doormat, no not that.

They got one thing right

My power?

And I say this confidently...

I own that.

Doors to infinite destinies.

People in like like lily pads.

Stepping stones to remember

on my way home.

Never alone

in the uncertainty

inside me

I feel a remembering

a moment of pain

rushing through me again

and then

POOF

I chose to disappear

and this time

reappear

better prepared.

No fear, just ready to grow

to expand

to risk it all in faith

for personal evolution

this is my individual

revolution.

Drastic?

Necessary.

With the weight I carried.

Like you, I am the answer

to my ancestors prayers.

Because I care

evolving myself became clear

confidence became near

and subliminal permission

guided by my heart-centered mission

you can join me

in the peaceful army.

Our community

believes in us

learns from us

in those moments of

I don't know.

I'm not sure.

Greet all possibilities

with confidence and courage

despite what your doubtful mind

says will flourish.

Nourish the faithful mind.

Banish the doubt with your choice.

The Audacity

Carry the markings of a goddess

Have the audacity to believe

your confident courageous impact

is real

closed with a seal

real.

Act accordingly.